Ranting cause I deactivated my twitter acc.

empty promises.
all talk.
no action.

you have your difficulties but.

this was planned months ago.
and you said yes.

As the day draws closer,
you give me a no.

I do feel angry
but more of disappointment.

Its like you say yes to everything first and then pull out as the day draws nearer.

empty sweet talks.

Loads of times you said yes and then you don't do anything about it.

I am not being self centered which is why I am not forcing you

but I feel a tinge of unhappiness and disappointment that you have failed me in one of the most important days of the year.

you brought my feelings up and excited that you were coming and then you crush them with a simple no.

I know you need your own space and all like catching up on your studies.

I do understand alright.

I want you to do well too.

But you should have started studying from the start and not wait till you get these grades and start canceling your plans with people.

"I'll work hard" empty words you have used them one to many times that I have lost faith in this phrase every single time you say it.

thats it.

I am just being really sad cause you actually agreed to come initially and now you just wiped away our plans.

Goodbye.

I have enough of this shit.

I have a gut feeling that our trip to bangkok is not going to work out and we'll all just stay in singapore.

I have a feeling.

In a few months time I will come back to review this guess and if its right, then I reiterate my stand that I am not going to plan any shit with you cause we get no conclusion.