Whooap tmr is going to be our first rmun birefing hooray.
and I'm lunching with rakesh after the briefing and we're going to talk about Hair for Hope!!
Oooooh so excited.
And yes I know no one reads this so thats good cause no one will comment and I won't need to reply, hence lesser time online yay.
Ok.
Bye.
I am excited for the briefing tmr yay
After that is canoeing training fml why. I don't want to go ok. I HATE training. And everything and everyone except my teammates.
BUT ON THE HAPPY GOOD POSITIVE SIDE, ITS THE LAST TRAINING FOREVER.
LAST TIME IN A KAYAK HAPPY ALINA IS HAPPY.
FINALLY OUT FROM THIS NIGHTMARE OK. I FEEL THE JOY
Friday, 5 April 2013
Thursday, 4 April 2013
Hey do you remember
Oh I remember my FIRST post here was on 2012 SJI Carnival ahahahhaa.
Look whats coming up soon, 2013 SJI Carnival!!!
Ok honestly I feel like a maniac talking and expressing myself here.
Look whats coming up soon, 2013 SJI Carnival!!!
Ok honestly I feel like a maniac talking and expressing myself here.
....
Oh hi I just realised I owe this blog the rest of my pathetic pictures of my trip to Taiwan last year.
Hahaha no I am too lazy and busy to even update the photos ok bye
Excitement!
oh yea and besides those rants I actually do have some stuff I am actually excited about-
1. RMUN. Pretty excited! This will probably be my last MUN hurhurhur. And yea I do know SOME people there so everything's going to be fun!!! I hope!!!
2. Hair for hope! YES FINALLY GOING TO SHAVE all this hair. WHOOP WHOOP. You guys should shave too! Its for a good cause and like y'know raise awareness for children cancer!! :)
3. NICC cause it will be my last official day as a canoeist!!!!! I am finally stepping down, do you know how elated I am. Away from this nightmare, finally. Rejoice!!
4. SJI Carnival. I still haven't found anyone to go with cause someone ditched me and some others have not confirmed with me so I am a lonely soul and I have no friends so no one wants to go with me cause I am a pathetic loser ok. And those that went last year are going for ACSI IB Open house. I really wanted to go for the open house too. BUT GUESS WHO HAS SPEECH DAY FINE BE THAT WAY. SO I had to choose between SJI and ACSI. Hey look its SJI's last year at their pretty campus so duh obviously I have to go!!! So yea awman, Valerie has decided to go to the IB open house instead. Yea no one loves me k I reiterate this no one cares i am going to have a funeral with myself only present. Just kidding I am sure all of you my readers will be there (DO I EVEN HAVE READERS AHAHA F.NO) Swaati might be going so at least I won't be alone but this will mean that. Oh no. Swaati and I will have to be friends. HAHAHAH KIDDING LA WE WERE ALWAYS FRIENDS.
So yea. And Yvette and Alexus told me they might too so. :) But maybe different timing I have no damn idea. Cries cause I am a sad girl. I do have SJI friends there but. we're not very close and I don't feel comfortable being too close to boys who I am not even close with ok what am I talking about, I myself am confused. Yea we're like the HIBYE/SMS/ kind of friends so its going to be damn awks if like y'know I SUDDENLY start hanging out with them. (except kai feng ok he's the only one I think I talk to on a regular basis and I actually don't mind but then he'll obviously mind if I follow him around the school right) and the Sji mun people I am more comfortable with them but they obviously have THEIR OWN FRIENDS right. SO sobs sobs I am 5eva alone.
I really hope Alicia and Cheryl can do come (especially Cheryl, she's been to the past 2 sji carnivals with me its the memories and tradition we must uphold ok)
Yes and Alicia went for the first one.
Oh and I want Dana to come too.
Cause we went together last year, we had fond memories :') I think.
Plus my juniors!
But now I am not exactly close to them so they might not want to come with me sobs sobs.
Anyway the whole sec 4 canoeing should just go. Nuff said hahahahaa.
I think they were the FIRST few people I asked leh since last year hurhurhur.
5. Nothing. Cause my life is boring and meaningless.
6. The end of O'levels.
Bye. I desperately need twitter soon.
1. RMUN. Pretty excited! This will probably be my last MUN hurhurhur. And yea I do know SOME people there so everything's going to be fun!!! I hope!!!
2. Hair for hope! YES FINALLY GOING TO SHAVE all this hair. WHOOP WHOOP. You guys should shave too! Its for a good cause and like y'know raise awareness for children cancer!! :)
3. NICC cause it will be my last official day as a canoeist!!!!! I am finally stepping down, do you know how elated I am. Away from this nightmare, finally. Rejoice!!
4. SJI Carnival. I still haven't found anyone to go with cause someone ditched me and some others have not confirmed with me so I am a lonely soul and I have no friends so no one wants to go with me cause I am a pathetic loser ok. And those that went last year are going for ACSI IB Open house. I really wanted to go for the open house too. BUT GUESS WHO HAS SPEECH DAY FINE BE THAT WAY. SO I had to choose between SJI and ACSI. Hey look its SJI's last year at their pretty campus so duh obviously I have to go!!! So yea awman, Valerie has decided to go to the IB open house instead. Yea no one loves me k I reiterate this no one cares i am going to have a funeral with myself only present. Just kidding I am sure all of you my readers will be there (DO I EVEN HAVE READERS AHAHA F.NO) Swaati might be going so at least I won't be alone but this will mean that. Oh no. Swaati and I will have to be friends. HAHAHAH KIDDING LA WE WERE ALWAYS FRIENDS.
So yea. And Yvette and Alexus told me they might too so. :) But maybe different timing I have no damn idea. Cries cause I am a sad girl. I do have SJI friends there but. we're not very close and I don't feel comfortable being too close to boys who I am not even close with ok what am I talking about, I myself am confused. Yea we're like the HIBYE/SMS/ kind of friends so its going to be damn awks if like y'know I SUDDENLY start hanging out with them. (except kai feng ok he's the only one I think I talk to on a regular basis and I actually don't mind but then he'll obviously mind if I follow him around the school right) and the Sji mun people I am more comfortable with them but they obviously have THEIR OWN FRIENDS right. SO sobs sobs I am 5eva alone.
I really hope Alicia and Cheryl can do come (especially Cheryl, she's been to the past 2 sji carnivals with me its the memories and tradition we must uphold ok)
Yes and Alicia went for the first one.
Oh and I want Dana to come too.
Cause we went together last year, we had fond memories :') I think.
Plus my juniors!
But now I am not exactly close to them so they might not want to come with me sobs sobs.
Anyway the whole sec 4 canoeing should just go. Nuff said hahahahaa.
I think they were the FIRST few people I asked leh since last year hurhurhur.
5. Nothing. Cause my life is boring and meaningless.
6. The end of O'levels.
Bye. I desperately need twitter soon.
Ranting cause I deactivated my twitter acc.
empty promises.
all talk.
no action.
you have your difficulties but.
this was planned months ago.
and you said yes.
As the day draws closer,
you give me a no.
I do feel angry
but more of disappointment.
Its like you say yes to everything first and then pull out as the day draws nearer.
empty sweet talks.
Loads of times you said yes and then you don't do anything about it.
I am not being self centered which is why I am not forcing you
but I feel a tinge of unhappiness and disappointment that you have failed me in one of the most important days of the year.
you brought my feelings up and excited that you were coming and then you crush them with a simple no.
I know you need your own space and all like catching up on your studies.
I do understand alright.
I want you to do well too.
But you should have started studying from the start and not wait till you get these grades and start canceling your plans with people.
"I'll work hard" empty words you have used them one to many times that I have lost faith in this phrase every single time you say it.
thats it.
I am just being really sad cause you actually agreed to come initially and now you just wiped away our plans.
Goodbye.
I have enough of this shit.
I have a gut feeling that our trip to bangkok is not going to work out and we'll all just stay in singapore.
I have a feeling.
In a few months time I will come back to review this guess and if its right, then I reiterate my stand that I am not going to plan any shit with you cause we get no conclusion.
all talk.
no action.
you have your difficulties but.
this was planned months ago.
and you said yes.
As the day draws closer,
you give me a no.
I do feel angry
but more of disappointment.
Its like you say yes to everything first and then pull out as the day draws nearer.
empty sweet talks.
Loads of times you said yes and then you don't do anything about it.
I am not being self centered which is why I am not forcing you
but I feel a tinge of unhappiness and disappointment that you have failed me in one of the most important days of the year.
you brought my feelings up and excited that you were coming and then you crush them with a simple no.
I know you need your own space and all like catching up on your studies.
I do understand alright.
I want you to do well too.
But you should have started studying from the start and not wait till you get these grades and start canceling your plans with people.
"I'll work hard" empty words you have used them one to many times that I have lost faith in this phrase every single time you say it.
thats it.
I am just being really sad cause you actually agreed to come initially and now you just wiped away our plans.
Goodbye.
I have enough of this shit.
I have a gut feeling that our trip to bangkok is not going to work out and we'll all just stay in singapore.
I have a feeling.
In a few months time I will come back to review this guess and if its right, then I reiterate my stand that I am not going to plan any shit with you cause we get no conclusion.
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