I didn't train for 3 weeks before the comp hello? what do you expect?
And I wasn't in any mood to take photos so.
And I wasn't in any mood to take photos so.
Yea
and it was stupid when I texted you good job and you didn't even reply me. Hey don't you have any courtesy to reply thank you? or sth or some shit like that.
</3 </3 </3 and why won't you say hi to me anymore.
do you hate me that much
fuck this shit man.
i am fucking fed up with this. Its like I tell myself to get over you but no I can't.
Its been the same throughout the 2 years I got to know you. 2 years? I think so.
the little things you used to do last time made my day ok ( like saying hello or smiling)
and now you don't do anything its heartbreaking.
you even ignore me, am i worth ignoring, hello?
its painful.
Oh yes and i went new york last month.
It was GREAT. I rarely took photos cause I am a bloody lazy ass and I just wasn't in the mood.
When I take photos I must have THE mood or else fml I won't do it.
NHSMUN was awesome and all.
People are really nice ily!
Then I came back to this harsh reality.
3 tests in a day.
I scored F9 for Bio, Amath and Physics.
I obviously didn't study for those subjects.
Hello how do you expect us to study in new york? you crazy?
Oh fortunately I top my emath class in Emath but I didn't study so I actually felt kind of bad so.
Oh oh.
Anyway, I did put in loads of effort for chem consistently so.
I scored my first A in a major exam (CT are major exams ok they're like CA)!
Finally.
Throughout my Sec 3 year I have NEVER scored an A before in ANY subjects.
And now I scored an A2.
Fun fact: I scored an E8 > C5 > A2
Yup I jump 3 grades all the time praise the lord.
Oh and yes I have changed church.
I actually enjoy this one.
It used to be a drag and I will be overwhelmed with unwillingness to go for church.
But after cheryl persuaded me to go for one of her church services, I decided this is IT.
I actually like the atmosphere and the people.
They're really nice I actually like this!.
I was kind of unwilling to go to cheryl's at first but since i was free that afternoon and since I made a promise to god that i'll visit church once a month, I decided to go.
And yes I think I can go to church on a regular weekly basis from now onwards!! :)
I am quite happy about that.
Let's see if I have anything else.
Oh I created an ask.fm to entertain myself.
Its fun..
To kill my boredom, perhaps you should go ask me crap there.
I'll be more than happy.
ok I think I have nothing.
One more! I went to the F&B expo on good friday and ate a lot of food and helped my mum with her stall. I think business is doing fine so praise the lord again.
I took photos but because I spent my time eating (and growing fat) I didn't touch my camera most of the time so I have only a minute amount of photos taken.
What else.
I have homework undone.
Also I want to go to school tmr but I am not looking forward to physics cause I haven't done my physics homewrok boohoo.
And I hate my physics I cannot do a subject if I hate the teacher how how.
Oh and I got an old lady teacher for bio. I think I'll listen in bio class from now onwards cause like she just went for a surgery so I pity her and I think she's putting in her upmost effort to help us hence I will be sympathetic and be nice and pass my bio.
Since my chem is now quite stable I suppose, I think I'll like focus more on my other subjects.
Like Amath I hate this shit so much I LOVE math but thats only Emath. Amath is too hard for my brain to digest fml.
K goodnight I think you have read more than enough, you have a good sleep and bye.
Love,
Alina and I think updates will be very seldom now just like before.
Alina and I think updates will be very seldom now just like before.
